Wednesday, October 31, 2007

its so tough for my day to passed.
it feels like years.
sometimes i want to cry because things aren't as good as before.
you just left and i wun hold you back anymore.
i thought it was the best way out.
but wat were left were so miserable.
i'm just complaining. you can simply ignore.
yes, you've her and even if you don't, it's easy for you to find another one.
humans are greedy. they are selfish.
i always want the best for myself and couldn't bear to let my pride get tarnish anymore.
i give up. it feels horrible and lonely thot.
im not neglected but just treated like rubbish
i've been doing so much to keep myself occupied and struggle through for my time to pass.
i couldnt slp well at night.
guess its just the habit you left in me for waiting everytym.
im waiting for your msg. waiting for your call.
but you so much more interested in your cyber world.
why not jump off the building with your computer, die on the same day.
isnt that just so cool.
you tok to me as you feel like, go as you wish.
and you wun feel sorry at all and that's never.
you dun give a damn and the best part of the story... you dun know.
For the reason that you'll nv learn to appreciate, to be truthful or neither faithful.
it sucks for top to toe.
how many lies have you told. you couldnt count with all your toe and fingers.
even if i lend you mine.
and im still keeping all your msg because i dun bear to delete them.
they are so rare nowadays. almost impossible.
forget it, she dun like it.
wat am i thinking. i dun know.
who knows you'll have this up this your head, laughing your ass out.
this gal is such an idiot. she's so stupid. do she have any self esteem?!? she's not even presentable. what is she doing. she dun even have any right to appear on earth to waste our precious oxygen or i still enjoyed toying her feelings.
tt's all that running through my head now.
im not condeming. im just writing in a harsher manner.
maybe you'll find me a nuisance, you will hate me.
hate my blog. doesnt want your friends to read.
but my blog does very well serve as a purpose for me to vent my anger and express myself.
or maybe you wun know anything as well cuz you didnt read or bother to come at all.

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