I did something super mean. but im happy.
jump arnd in joy*
im making ....... misery into my happiness.
SiYing feeds her pleasure with ....... pain.
(sounds familiar?!? adapt & edit from "Fairies doll" musical theme song)
i gonna tell jie what i did & she gonna say" so mean but i like."
i dun usually do such things and NOT feel guilty.
because im super jealous now. hohoho.
for whatever reason. almost everything
but seriously, i didn't do anything too bad either. just 1 very childish act for god sake.
slap myself to wake up* wahahahahaha
i bet tt person dun even know what happen.
claps*

Just quarreled with my mom for 1 very idiotic reason.
she says im very dao or rather impolite.
even when i go to my relative house or see friends/ppl outside.
i dun usually greet.She thinks its very bad.
firstly, i dun usually start conversation with outsider
secondly, i dun really like to talk to outsider
thirdly, unless i really likes you or you are my close friend, i wont say much to you.
my relative know im like this since young. i dun think they care anymore.
ZhaoJie and Yj think likewise too. they told me " you very dao 1 leh"
but im friendly to them lor.
maybe to some other ppl, i'll act as if i nv see them.
then i can not bother saying hello and such.
or at most just smile.

i dun like to greet first because if they ignore me. its very embarrassing.

btw, hweeping told me she saw me on tv last sat or sun morning.
gosh. i dun even know it.lucky its early in the morning. if not more will laugh their ass out.
mediacorp like show the programn i join and film like 9506016516 years ago again.
and im so so so ugly.i used to think that having my fringe all pin up is clean and beautiful and my specs very nice luhh hor.
but im actually wearing a spcs tt look like ehh... Dumbledore's.
(tts what amanda lim used to say)
omg.


he's btr.
but i like u more. =/