i think i'm losing my ability to blog everyday.
:(
nvm

sch as usual. nth special except for the part whrby the class keeps disturbing the new teacher.
we filled her with nonsense.
and god, she's only 19.
& i think is seriously in nid of cash of something.
she even told us abt her blogshop and so.
gonna have lessons with her till Ong is back from reservice
Mr Ong told her our class have very nice ppl.
we treat her well. flashback* {sec2 horrible relief teachers memory}
don't think will happen to her.

Qualifying test for chem.
didnt study.hopefully will pass.
its quite easy.

Prata House with QinAide after tt.
again, problems.
this time round i really wants to give up.
when i cant really make a choice.
i think i'll break down sooner or ltr.
complicated.
buh-bye.

siying says" maybe i should just jump off the building, i'm making a mess of myself."

stunning?
i think so too.
it just keeps me wondering.
idk, doesnt feel good.
because both are just as bleak.