ooh well, i didn't wake up at 3 am to write my dumb post.
i set my alarm clock but i decided to give up.
i just woke up ad my hair is in a horrible mess and still wearing my pyjamas.
im thinking if anyone were to give me a suprise visit now...
faint*
they'll see me in my old pyjamas, messy hair and look as if i came from a third world country which is experiencing some sort of war tt kind.
worse till, if i nv brush my teeth. haha.


friday. 25/1

chinese test on proverb.
i dunno what i'm writing. i didnt memorise them.
was crapping with zigui, weichun and hweeping.
end up didnt finish my work on time.
nvm, can bring home and do extra homework.
after that, rush to fam's emath test which i probably gonna fail again.
have lunch with zj,yj, aaron, guangliang and shimin.
i was craving for laksa and so i order a $3 large bowl.
it taste sucks.
like toilet bowl water?( p/s: i nv drink toilet bowl water. but it taste so bad that i assume it is.)

was late for dance.
saw Brian(spellcheck). like 9563423546231 since i last see him.
he shave his head but not to the extend of totally bald that kind.
& he keep telling us his hair has been longer alr.
brian is spastic and fun. thats why his lesson is always loved.
no matter its hiphop or street jazz.
his idea for the queen dancer(Mrs Ong) is toally .......
guess there will be some great suprise during ong's wedding.
i learnt the slutty dance(whatever it is call. i think its slutty so i just call it "slutty dance")
and now, i gotta perform.
i actually wanna go out with zhaojie on that day but now, plan gotta change.
kinda sian. but nvm. :\
this dance i think is one of the most sensual and girl dominant kind.
if things dont go wrong, it'll look great and glamorous.
lastly, i dunno what to wear.
and i dunno the kind of outfit Brian's toking about.
no white, no black and blue.
should i wear boots or heels?
boots is more comfy to dance in but i gotta buy and for heels i alr have black ones.
i hope i have enuff time to do my hair and mommy promise to let me buy a new dress for the wedding next month.

SAT 26/1
SIYING IS FINALY NOT LATE.
im earlier than zhaojie
im earlier than zhaojie
im earlier than zhaojie

haha.
i went hub to wait for jie.
suppose to meet at 2.30
heh. im on time.
like finally... yay!
waited for zhojie like 50 mins.
i walk arnd hub to kill time.
after that Zhaojie came with her bag like so small.
afteer that she realise she forget lotsa stuff.
so we went hub to buy shampoo, towel etc.
went gym at bishan.
we wanna look good during new year and zhaojie's going china then.
she wants to slim down so that when she reach thr, she can eat & eat without getting fat.
heh.
im kinda afraid that i'll gain muscle.
i don't want to join the mocca commercial.
saw some sec3s guys there. ahhh.
sianhalf. i was praying not to see anyone that knows us.

bath thr and off to j8 to buy food and meet aaron, wt, jc and guoming at thomsom cc.
they were practising for their competition and spend like i dunno how much thr.
that bloody wt keep joking abt the large cheeks i have.
__
they call it fishball whatever.
he must know that he's fat.
so we went thr till like 10 plus.
reach home at 11 plus and got nag again.
sucks.

p/s. too lazy to post pic from phone.

glad that it was just an infuation
which put me through those pain
& left me in a state of denial.
do i still miss you?