I'M GETTING LAZYYYYYYYYYY.
too lazy to blog. too tired to.
the way i was about to fall aslp in class, hate it.
im afraid i might turn habit. like during sec 2
although manage to get through top4 in my sleepiness.
but its like darn Os this year.
i cant expect the same thing.


tiring scheduele
testest&test.
im finally seeing some improvement in my math and i really really want to get out of e failing grp. anw, i did it for the last test. YEAH!
after tt was dance.
ya. im always late for fri.
think back, I dread PT.
the way i am, the more you force me to do, the more you'll dread the way i'll do it.
i'm having an urge to irritate some ppl. no, 1 only.
if she ever dare to talk to me on the face. well, time for show.
i'll make sure tt face hear the worst insult in her whole life.
{think wendy knows who}

V day with DATAP!
& my rose dead. accidently snap it.
i think i'll ask for chocs or something else.
hees.not as fragile, more practical and more sinful too.
oops. but they are sure beautiful.
yes! pink and yellow ones are my fave.
went home kinda late, was really tired the next day.

FOR TODAY

Kahho, marcus and the rest of sis's friend came over for steamboat.
Aaron. weitong, yihui, guangliang, shimin, junchai, Zhaojie and Yanjun came over ltr.
my house was crowded.
Mahjong and Blackjack.
win a lil money in blackjack.
bascially played and talk the whole day.
the day was really enjoyed luhh.
ahahs! but im cleaning up the mess too. sickening.

well, sometimes, i think its really hard being a girl.
esp, a nice one. i choosed not.
form of protecting, idk.
even i know im freeing myself from you. i'm not sure if those emptiness are really filled with happiness.
for sometimes, its the lies tt cannot be redeem.
i hope you stil remenber, the way you had treated a girl.
i want you to feel guilty.
& i think you are. tts why it makes you hide away.
its alright for me now. i dont really feel anything.
but just feeling a lil evil.
ohwell, i choke on my own feelings.
tts all.