Back to blogging today.

Career seminar THURSDAY!
slept in sch the whole seminar.
okay, its kind of a helpful but sorta boring.
it put me to slp within like 10mins?
thanks too much for the wonderful talk.
i finally got myself a good slp with abit of drooling in class.
Watch STEP UP 2 too. GREAT!
attend Granduncle's funeral on thurs night.
Grandpa admit to the hospital of wed night
Babysitting on Good Friday.

okay. these are like so life-less to a 15 going 16 teen.
{except for the step up movie}
i wanna be a full time movie killer.

i just got home from the investiture.
i was like 1 hr plus late and im lucky
they just started when i reached.
i dun wanna waste time. i rather get longer slping hrs.
and tt S***u was scolding ppl when they are helping out in the event.
i seriously dun know why do ppl get scolded when they help and when you were the one who ask for it. they can spent their time wiser and you shld reconsider if you wanna shout at them for granted.
its like u order ice cream and you scold the waitress for serving you ice cream.
and you ask ppl what's their name and scold them for toking when they reply you.
RIDICULOUS.
tsk. i dont like ppl to curse unborn and i feel guilty when ppl does it.
but sometimes i could tell, they cant help it.

had lunch at NEBO.
its not bad but its abit ex.
i forgot that im broke and just went in.
discussing abt joining HIPHOP classes after O.
told shermaine and sujuan i wanted to join the beginner class but shermaine says its uber boring tt she dun even know what they were doing.
im also not sure if i would join Brian(spellcheck) classes becos i think he's too bitch.
i do feel like slapping bitches right on the face at times and i cant imagine if i were to do it to a male, no offence.
back home and my paranoid mom start giving me some shit again.

she told me tt my "cousin" did well.
i know she's comparing again and she love doing so.
now she's making herself upset becos we're not doing as well.
but she forgot abt what sch is she studying and we are both from diff stream.
if she can do just as well in my stream, i'll take my hat off.
but NO!
c'mon. she's comparing to make herself feel worst.
and becos of the kaisu-ness, i'm being like thrown into a pot of boiling oil{her nagging are much worse}
she says "i did not compare, you shld study and stop making me worry. dont you know how good is blahblahblah and how well they did."
i feel like saying SHUT UP.
you are just thinking too much and making yourself upset.
if you are going to do this all over again and again, you're making me feeling lousy and im gonna do the same.
the next time if you ask me how old do u look or if u look good.
i tell you ugly
b'cos you're paranoid and calculative like you're sort of in your 50s(much older than her age) suffering from menupause.
you shld try some botox on your face.your behaviour makes you UGLY.
unfortunately my mother isnt as motherly as the other but demanding and very near annoying.
i'll nv let ppl use me as a tool in those how good did your child do kind of thing and kill their thirst for tt.
she can kindly give birth to another child and make sure they inherit your kaisu-ness.
and i can tell you, the next qns this child will say is " mommy why arent you a graduate? Daddy why cant u afford a mansion? or why arent they the president?"
i reckon tt she wun feel good as well.
i do feel appreciated if she would stop all those comparing nonsense.