i once thought of forging a btr future.
yet, the light to the path is getting dimmer.
i dont understand, like a bird that had never been out of its cage
yet wanting to fly away without any insights of what it's like.

i won't smile like i used to be,
the urge i want to be back as me.
you will hear less of my chattering.
instead, i'll just walk past.
because its not the right time.
& apparently, you came in at the wrong moment.
laugh at my stupidity
jeer at my selfishness
you capture my soul
i want you to let it go.

okay.
random.