okay, let's talk abt ytd.
i had a bad day, maybe i was tired.
a mental breakdown.
swollen eyes due to the previous night.
& i broke a boiling tube and beaker.
clumsyyyyyyyy.
darn experiment, i cut my hand too.

today!
suffering from duty blues.
i dragged myself to school and gotta do duty hearing OM screeching
after tt back to class realising tt hag wasnt in sch.
i totally make my day tt i eat so much today.
math for 4 hours is so %#^#$%$#^$.
i'm still seeing numbers now.
went home drenched. bag, school shoe and so unluckily im wearing phoenix {white} PE attire.
wtf.


my usual spoiler.
im used to her chanting 1-2 hrs of criticism abt me to my classmates.
but maybe im real moody, i got affected somehow.
like almost half of the post would contain content that condemn me.
then at the end she'll goes " i cant be bothered"
then i see no reason for her to keep making an effort to criticise me.
i dont make things difficult for your bestie, u can ask abt how many times did i badmouth you compare to the number of times u did to me.
pardon me for saying this, you called me childish but thr are ppl who finds you irritating for keep complaining abt me to them.
they said you're "irritating childish"
keep insisting tt i make sarcastic remark abt you when i didnt even talk to you.
look, who's the childish one.
surely i do LOOK DOWN ON YOU.
you only appear mature physically, in another word "chao lao"
so does looking like a hag makes u mature mentally?
i dun think so.
HAHAHAHA

i private my blog for some reasons.
im too busy to react to ugly ppl quoting from my blog and write an essay
crying abt how innocent they are and how im making life difficult for them.
such ppl are not entitled to read my blog because its an true insult to me.
they keep condeming and i keep quiet, doesnt it makes me sound guilty.

apart from tt, everytime went i realise someone who hurt me so deeply are still reading abt me.
i feel stupid/ depressed.
i dun want to accept the fact tt he left my life.
i want him to be part of it & i know it'll nv come true.
i dun want him to know anything abt my in future anymore.

maybe i'll open my blog again after Os
i'll have time for more things to do online.
& the ones who's reading them now.
i trust you ppl.
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