SPLIT ENDS! on my hair.
horrible, stupid hair. its causing much frizz.
i think im going to cut them soon.
i was hoping to keep the length and not cut it till i can use it to strangle some morons i don't like.
but its not going to happen now unless the hairdresser is willing enough to only look for those damage strands and snip them off.
tt's just part of my thinking.
i'm considering abt curling my hair but they are alr damage.
i want nice hair but i dun want my hair to look so dry it ended up like cheerleaders' pong pong.
okay, end of my hairy topic.

next, working shift.
i am going to cover colleague shift and end up working with a self obsess/centered dishonest bit*h!
because from wednesday onwards, my comission will drop, every mistake will always be made by me and i'll be doing all cleaning work and she'll most probably be sitting in the counter shaking legs.
even if i'm new, i dont think im obliged to work like her personal maids and get pinch when my sales are higher.
i even have to buy her lunch and listen to her describing how pretty people think she is.
no, she's obviously not and i wonder why she treat herself like queens.
im lucky to have other nice and wonderful colleauges but one black sheep is enough to spoil my mood.
she's going to ruin my holiday.
i shall update more abt her evil doings.
my "jian shang" colleague ask me to persevere. lol

shopping spree.
i miss going shopping and holding bags of clothes/shoes/bags.
my clothes are so limited and i really need more.
i ordered a rhinestone shoe from shermaine's blogshop and i consider the only things i bought during holiday.
pathetic isnt it?
i am waiting for pay day and it doesnt seems to be coming.
im afraid my boss will cheat and run away.

lastly,
i hate foreign construction workers.
not all, but those whom enjoy staring at females {old,young,fat,slim,ugly,pretty.}
i bet even if i place a sow in from of them, it will cause an erection.
my block is on upgrading and these workers actually stay in cabins in between blocks.
some of them are total disturbance to our peaceful lives and they ought to be send back to their countries. they can stare at their authentic local women and drool over them for all they want but not here.
they make it so not safe.

why i hate them.

1st: i went back home from work last night and suddenly a worker came out wearing nth but sarong. he was smiling so sheepishly it make your hair stands.
you might think "you're not pretty still think he stares at you ah."
but thr's only me out thr he cant be staring at others alr. and what's with his sarong only outfit.

2nd: whistling and flirting with maids, i think employers living nearby my house have to be careful. i wun be suprise if their maid accidently got pregnant/molested. its too much of impossible for them to work here without harassment.

3rd: i was chatting with my cousins near my gate in my house and these grp of workers are smoking at the coridoor. they ended up looking inside my house trying to be funny. they kept repeating our conversation and laughing among themselve.
go fuck themselve okay.

and the list goes on.
im not discriminating but they are just getting too much as day passes by.
i rather live in block without new lift and peeling paints rather than having thses thugs living nearby.
of course thr are nice decent workers but what do you think the ratio are?
dun tell me they're men and have their needs, what if their daughter got rape and we tell them rapist have their needs too. Can they accept these excuses then?
rubbish.