went back to sch ytd for open house.
think its quite good.
saw old friends which i missed alot alot and juniors too!
choir performance was weird, suppose tt i shld hear something diff, new i mean.
end up Nita's voice{again}. LOL
&&&& i've got a new haircut.
okay, i just trim abit here and thr,
but still thr's a bit of different.

love e weather today.
gloomy, windy and lazy.
I'm jobless now.
rot at home again.
bad, spoilt, rotten, decomposing.
i cleared my wardrobe, gotta get new stuff to fill it.
i pack my room.
and i'm staring at the screen.
nth to do online, i don't like computer games.
i finished everything i can find to keep me busy.
ohh welllllllll.
what to do.
i dont feel in the right place.
just like a story book with blank pages in between
lighthouse that doesnt flash
piano with no keys.
tt kinda feelings, wayward.
i read my books and after a few chapters i'm distrated by..... absolutely nothing.
i wanna go shopping and i think clothes these days are ugly i hardly find things i love.
i wanna catch movie but i think thr's nth to watch.
i wanna binge on comfort food at home but i afraid of gaining weight.
i wanna read blog but now i cant.
i wanna go swimming but my cousin wouldnt drive me {im too lazy to go thr myself}
i simply look around, fidget a lot and stare at blank.
aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

i watch little nonya episode and the suite life again and again.
now im watching ghost whisperer in which i miss by a few series
but i still feel something's not right.
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just realised,
MONDAY IS COMING.
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