Contradiction.

Everytime when my mom asked me to put my clothes in the wardrobe
fold them and arrange them nicely,
I'll be thinking, oh gosh! why are there so many clothes.
Everytime when i have to squeeze them into the cabinet,
i tell myself its overload.
Everytime when i go out,
i will be having problems, what to wear?
Because choices are so limited.
Everytime when i go blog surfing and see what the other girls got
my wardrobe is pathetic.


what am i suppose to do with the old MF shirts.
Camp Tee, Events and PE etc.


i was having a short conversation with SuJuan.
i cant help her because i dont know about myself either
i got so used to a certain feeling it become a norm to me.
i got used to being invisible and now there's nothing for me to be upset about.
This is an unhealthy habit,
being helpless yet still charmed by the same old thing.
A curse from the past.