im not exactly in a good mood now.

i dont know why.

the worse thing was tt i came online happily and a convo pop out all of a sudden just to tell me im getting shorter and fatter for no reason.

DO I HAVE TO TURN ANOREXIC TO PLEASE YOU?

i didnt even say anything offending in the first place and i dont think this is what i shld get for replying ppl on msn?

i dont know what happen to my appetite these few days.

im hungry all the time

im having holiday yet i feel so stressful now because i have not yet found a job.

& i want so many things. my mom thinks tt im not putting in effort to find a job and blame me for it. she dont sees it and say i shld have ask my friend to help of something.

she insist that i dont try hard enough and i feel like a criminal for staying at home with her sometimes.

why is this even happening. 

why is growing up ever so difficult?

i have the urge to dance till drop right now.

something pop out all of the sudden just now.

bernice convo telling me abt self prac tml.

yes! all at the right time.

i had just finish uploading arnd 200 pics on facebook.

i shld sleep now.

goodnight.

& goodnight to you again.

(i'll take back the nightmare i wish you'll get ltr.)

haha