why is it that at times when i try to put in effort,

you will put me down, so easily?

why is the heartaching feeling coming back everytime you behave like that.

Is this how insensitive we are towards each other,

or is it that you have adapt to the life you think you miss me but in fact you dont and you can finely live your life like that.

Do you know that everytime you behave or speak like that, i dont feel right?