i woke up this morning feeling fat and ugly.

Then the itch and pain came back again, another day of struggle.

It makes me feel so frustrated, I feel awful and my temper turns real bad yet i cant vent it out.

Most blister subsided and some huge one pops out.

The sight of it make me feel dirty, can't i just live like a normal person?

Why do i have the feeling im going to die soon?

But every morning when i wake up, your morning msg will be there greeting morning to me.

It makes me feel better, at least it tells me that i have you.