I've tons to blog abt today, weird thoughts and also picture of my doodle and new found toy which I splurge quite a lot of my money on.

However after several attempts to load the pictures up, i finally succeeded at the 5th times. Hey blogger, same old problem you've got again.

Here's my new toy

I wanted to get this last year but i went out of stock. Hopefully this isnt the left over from the previous year. It's actually a gift set with over 180+ colours. Jv says i wont finish using all and i believe i wont be trying on many of the colours. If the cosmetic becomes old and dirty, i'll just use it for art and craft. HAHA. I've got a feeling it might work water colour paper.

The new Mac eyeliner, B recommended it. Good, dry fast and smudge free. The price is more affordable. I think have around 4 to 5 old eyeliner but they dont as work well. I'm thinking of helping my sis to do her prom night make up but I wont be able to make it back home in time.

I know talking about make up make me sounds like a bimbo but I do have thoughts to learn and master the skills. There are many other thing in my to learn skill list. Sewing, driving, hair styling etc. I might be able to start it off as a career and who knows, I might do btr than I expect. I can then be a smarter bimbo making money from the other bimbos.

It actually feels good to make things/people beautiful and making life beautiful is a challenge.

Time flies, its a month plus since school started and i haven got used to the lesson/ projects.

I've been missing friday lesson due to my poor body condition. Apparently my taste buds and stomach aren't coordinating, i get diarrhea from having too much spicy food.

I believe my attendant is already affected.

Halfway through the lesson, I started doodling because my brain is so dead. I went to my fav website. Its just plain doodling inspired. I hate monday lesson. Photo journalism will be fun tho but not the one after tt.

I was trying to do my backdrop design but the idea was rejected by subsub because she finds it too distracting. I get tongue tied during consultation, I dont understand why must i do things according to her liking and not take a risk to explore what can be done better.

In my opinion, I do understand where she's coming from but I do not want her to spoon feed me. It's grp work and my partner beg differ. Just playing safe which make me feel awfully constraint.

I want to work with the girls.

:( too used to working with them.