i tell you

GO TO HELL!(stress)

Sometimes i really dunno what im thinking.
its so totally off track. it feels so wrong.
yet i still choose to blind myself this way.
and the reason is clear. Nobody speak of it
but we all know it deep right down.
hidden, lies, disappointment, mental breakdown.
thr's a limit to everything & i think i really have to move on.
& worst still, thr's no way i can write here anymore.

homeworkhomeworkhomework.
notesnotesnotesnotes.
they are so effing irritating.
im juggling with so much math equation.
i dunno how many shld i keep doing, non stop.
and bio, hist and SS.
i need a break.{MEMORISE}
i hate to study. really.
but thats like the only way to keep my mind off everything & o lvl's will be up very soon.
& now, even my sis thinks im crazy.
wait till its her big Os
i see how normal she can stay.

i really thanks my uncle sean so much.
really really encouraging.
& saw my sis's afternoon conver.
shld i feel care or what.