Forever

GOODBYE A MATH.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU BUT I CANT SCORE WELL
I THINK I SPEND TOO LITTLE TIME WITH YOU.
BUT ITS ALL OVER YESTERDAY.
BBBBBYE LOVELY DEADLY PAPER ONE.

Well, i think it is bad to not spend enough time studying.
im not aiming for jc but i wanna score very well.


Have you ever had the feeling of pulling someone's hair out of their head
pluck their eyebrow one by one and wax her/his hair off her body in a slow torturous procedure.
no, she didnt offend me but i just don't like the sight of her since a long long time ago.
Forever so scheming, attention seeker, friend-snatcher, fake and miss popular wannabe.
Forever trying hard to build up a base of connections & talk about how the world loves her.
Forever getting jealous, always around backstabbing and flirting with guys (varies from handsome-ugly)
Forever bootlicking the populars, humiliating the weak and try too hard to be pretty.
Forever behaving like her life is a popularity contest which in another word is no life.
Forever pleasing "friends" who are of btr use to help her achieve her popularity goals and outcasting those who are of no use anymore.
Forever fighting for things that don't belong to her and bullying ppl.
& the list continues forver and ever.

The worst part is, despite being so despicable, she still gets in her way.
She reminds me so much of those bitchy American cheerleaders we watch on TV except for the fact she isnt half pretty, not even a quarter near.
In fact, every once in a blue when all her dirty tricks is exposed, she cry.
telling the world how much pressure she is facing and what she does isn't what she mean & hell, people actually believe her and feel guilty/pity her.
after a short while, she start planning her next dirty move all over again and im stupid to believe tt she change when in another minute, she hurt another person.
If growing up is not easy for her, it isnt easy for anyone else because each of us faces different problems and not all of us resort to underhand methods.
Why not she admit that it was her ego.

I wont deny tt im jealous or i'm anything btr.
No one is perfect BUT im swear im much more perfect than her.
I just hate the fact that the world give in to her even when she make use of ppl esp her blind admirer.
Lastly,
i hate her accent.

p/s. my wordy blog is still a good blog.
At least to me,
it forever is.