i dont know why am i posting right here about this because usually i'll write it in some secret place.

maybe because im feeling upset/emo out of the blue, i dont know why.

apparently i seems to have almost all i want, yet i feel there's a piece of puzzle missing in my life.

a puzzle v important, a puzzle that meant a lot.

i still couldn't figure out what it is.

i am trying v hard to helplessly.

i really love this group of people who recently came into my life.

i like their presence, it feels comfortable with them.

i am always looking forward for more time with them.

i think they know who they are.

it's the only sense of belonging i could find since i left secondary school.

but now, the deeper this feeling is, the scarier it is getting.

because i'm afraid of losing.