work is piling up and performance date is nearing, v near.

i need a balance in life, balance are like cheesecake with coffee.

2 sides complimenting each other, not too much of pressurizing work and not over spending my time just dancing, neglecting responsibility.

while I am having a hard time managing my time, bad things comes in set.

I went to a specialist check up without expecting myself to attend a minor opt today.

No anesthetic, it was so uncomfortable and painful.

I'm fine with blood but it's terrifying to consciously feel and look at surgical tools working on you.

It wasn't successful so i gotta go back for another scan and surgery, this time round on anesthetic. Nothing serious tho.

Met baby at Novena for dinner and photos taking for proj at the same time.

the shots wasnt good enough, gotta rely on joseph for the better ones.

The presentation is Monday, hopefully we can complete the task on time which i target a 90% done by tml.

Able to spend time is a bonus, I look forward to seeing my love.

However, I somehow turn it into an expectation, now his tired body have to stay up late for me because he have to send me home at late night.

Am I too selfish?

Best to start searching my independent back before its too late.