Today my day sucks except for the i met my best friend part.

I took the wrong train, go to the wrong stop and make the repeated mistake i think 4 fucking times.

I don't usually tell my love ones what i dont like or hope they will do for me so I usually keep quiet. I complain a lot abt people i dislike but nv the one I love because... ya right, love.

im sick and tired of the word love esp when it is overuse or nv mean what it is suppose to. I hate it when I can tolerate all the minor unhappiness/disappointment from ppl i care while they just keep talking abt my bad every single time.

You know during science lesson you might learn that in a food chain, the last animal which eat mildly contaminated food will have the poison accumulated in their body and affect their health eventually?

Yes, it is exactly like tt kind of thing i think im going through now.

What i want, never ask.

What i like?

if i dont say no one will know because people just fucking dont observe.

Im spoiled? NO!

I can have so much more than what i have now if im spoilt but i dont.

I hate it when I give in and what i get in return are comments abt what i nv do enough.

i have enough of this.

And hello? thr are many things i dont say it doesnt mean i dont mind. Things tt are ok with YOU is not okay with me?(this line sounds familiar)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I am laughing at my life now because i feel like my life is such a JOKE!

i admit its pathetic and you dont have to feel sorry for me.

Go ahead and feel angry as you want because im alr very used to it.

Im not expecting anyone to treat me like a goddamn queen, all girls need to b pampered at times too. Dont tell me Im greedy or selfish because these 2 word keeps repeating so many time that i cant be bother to take them seriously.

ultimately, things are forever me, my fault, my bad and solely me to blame for all the bad things tt happen and tts the story of my life.

OHYA, it is possible to act like this post does not exist because i can do tt v well.

and on a lighter note,

im trying to collect the hello kitty figurines from some breakfast cereal but i only got the yellow one, twice

so anyone tt read my blog, if u have the other colours and dont want them, pls give them to me;/