im losing it.
i wonder if it's a sign to move on.
my feet are still root to the past.
i tried to run forward with all my might yet when i look arnd
im still on the same spot and the misery starts all over again.
31536000s ago, i wonder what am i doing, what was i thinking?

thoughts running wildly through my head i can barely hold my sanity
you're one last person i'll ever wish to meet again.
i don't want to use the word "love" anymore because you aint worthy of it at all.
yet im still so deeply attracted.

there's only a few conclusions i can draw up with the way im behaving
1) i've mental disability
2) someone hates me and curse me behind the back
3) i met jerks
4) i owe you during my past life. {you've it all back now}