i feel like blogging now althought im doing two deadly paper for prelims tml.
A math and SS.
i'll try to take it easy before all the formulaes get mixed up and contents goes gaga.
didnt revise anything today.
laziness at fault. i cant concentrate, something's distracting me & i don't know what is it.
have i not been paying enough attention to my surrounding?
suspicions are growing all over me,
guess being able to interpret or relate peoples' thoughts well aint exactly a good thing afterall.
i've made you upset with a move, misunderstand through an action
even if i didnt say, didn't ask, didnt explain.
it doesnt mean i don't care or i don't know.
i see it in your eyes, they couldnt lie neither could they keep a secret.
everytime i make a decision, i'll make sure there's a strong reason behind its back.
i dont really have to justify.

move on they said
i plead my heart a million times
yet its just as stubborn.
even when feelings fade
the doors are shutting.
so numb so numb.
i hardly feel anymore.