it got rather bad because i was slightly or quite suicidal, i know it dont sounds like how or what i will do but when nobody is around or i cant get the attention that i want, it just strike me.
sometimes life is just like how human predict 2012 will come or not.
we dont know what lies ahead tho.
if it comes, then too bad because i wont get to enjoy my life, married, see my children, work, travel, have my own house, my own car, earn my first millions and so on.
but if im more positive and see my cup half filled,
that also means i wont have to worry about money issues, raising my children, health issues, real workplace stress etc.
you know, it just fast forward everything and tada, gone.
Afterlife?
im still confuse if theres such things.
anw, what im trying to say is,
i shld stop thinking too much unnecessary irrelevant stuff that will kill my brain cell.
goodnight.
ioweshitloadsofwork.
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